Tag: Freedom

Planted

“I lay in the soil, planted. Pine needles pricked

and forest sediment

imprinted with me.

Leaves and sticks in my hair.

I loved pulling them out later in the mirror. My grin and shining secret eyes. The best intimacy I’ve ever experienced came from my own exploring nature in nature,” I confess to him, interpreting myself in the process.

“Where there is wood, your heart follows,” Loki teases.

“Where there is freedom to just be.”

“I’m that freedom to you?” he asks.

“Yes. You disrupt chains, and I feel free in that space where no one else wants to be. Most people don’t want to be naked in the woods. They fear getting caught or the practicality of it. You catch me, you make the impractical bits the fun part.”

“I’m the fun? I love that.” He smiles with me.

“You are the fun inviting me to be the fun too.”

You Are Free

“You worry too much about what others think of your privacy and mine. I gave you the green light to do as you wish. I only said I would not stop your growth.” Loki slices through my self-cherishment.

“You think I don’t have my fucking boot on your ex’s neck? I do, sweetheart. It’s personal to me. Me, not you. What I do is my responsibility. You are clean. You are free.”

“You are ready. You just doubt yourself as a reflex, a second nature,” he spits.

My fear shrivels as Loki shakes me from its grasp.

Continuously

“Don’t change the subject. I asked you to allow me to woo you.”

“I have no idea what that means, Loki.”

“Afraid of surprises?” he teases.

“Yeah. Not only are you a god, you are a giant. That’s the epitome of intimidating.”

“I didn’t ask to be intimidating to you. I asked to woo you,” he says.

“If you do that, then I don’t know how I’ll react.”

“You fear you’ll never be free of me. Or that you’ll lose yourself in hopeless love for me, the kind that you can’t put down.”

“Yes. I’m sorry. I just don’t want to be tied down.”

“Then I’m the least of your worries, darling. I won’t tie you down. I’ll set you free. Continuously.”

Danger tinges his words.

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