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You Are Free

“You worry too much about what others think of your privacy and mine. I gave you the green light to do as you wish. I only said I would not stop your growth.” Loki slices through my self-cherishment.

“You think I don’t have my fucking boot on your ex’s neck? I do, sweetheart. It’s personal to me. Me, not you. What I do is my responsibility. You are clean. You are free.”

“You are ready. You just doubt yourself as a reflex, a second nature,” he spits.

My fear shrivels as Loki shakes me from its grasp.

Snake-Scaled

Cedar bites my finger,
snake-scaled leaflet.
Green scenting and tree blood, sticky.
An offering for the trickster.

Beautiful Monster: An Offering Playlist to Loki

I find dark beauty in every side of you, luscious monster, and powerful quake. Fiery sunset, the forest that burns too close to home. I love your danger most. -Rogue

  1. Who Are You by SVRCINA
  2. Man or a Monster by Sam Tinnesz and Zayde Wølf
  3. Villain by MISSIO
  4. Beautiful Crime by Tamer
  5. The Darker the Weather // The Better the Man by MISSIO
  6. Flesh and Bone by Black Math
  7. Throne by Saint Mesa
  8. Into the Storm by Brianna Tam
  9. Fire by Saint Mesa
  10. All the Things She Said by Harrison
  11. We Have It All by Pim Stones
  12. Dancing After Death (Stripped) by Matt Maeson
  13. Can’t Help Falling in Love (DARK) by Tommee Profitt and brooke

Continuously

“Don’t change the subject. I asked you to allow me to woo you.”

“I have no idea what that means, Loki.”

“Afraid of surprises?” he teases.

“Yeah. Not only are you a god, you are a giant. That’s the epitome of intimidating.”

“I didn’t ask to be intimidating to you. I asked to woo you,” he says.

“If you do that, then I don’t know how I’ll react.”

“You fear you’ll never be free of me. Or that you’ll lose yourself in hopeless love for me, the kind that you can’t put down.”

“Yes. I’m sorry. I just don’t want to be tied down.”

“Then I’m the least of your worries, darling. I won’t tie you down. I’ll set you free. Continuously.”

Danger tinges his words.

All Hallows Heart: A Halloween Romance Playlist

Love is the haunting that never fades. -Rogue

  1. Bloodstream by Stateless
  2. Hurricane by MS MR
  3. O Death by Shakey Graves and Monica Martin
  4. Cry No More by Vaults
  5. Beautiful Hell by Adna
  6. Lay Your Cards Out by POLIÇA
  7. Bones of Man by Equador and Bo Bruce
  8. Howling by Cathedrals
  9. Premonitions by Vaults
  10. Full Circle by HÆLOS
  11. Warm Shadow by Fink
  12. I Need My Girl by The National
  13. Hurt by of Verona
  14. Can You Hear the Music by Ludwig Göransson

Be in My Love

The color floods back into my life.
Tones of gray and light dissipate, and I hunger, raw
with wild thirst for Him.
“Be in my love,” Loki says.

Beautiful Monster

“I love your evil side,” I confess, my eyes brimming with tears.

“Tell me,” Loki says.

“The way you use your darkness is beautiful. It’s not all sass and humor, but rich and visceral. It’s not just that you are cunning. It’s that you reinvented the meaning of cunning. Your lies lead to truth, sure, but this involves opening my wounds, cleansing and cauterizing them. It’s not fun, but it’s brilliant.”

“Thank you for appreciating me,” he says, a slight snarl curling his lip.

“You’re the most beautiful monster.”

“You shouldn’t do that,” he says sardonically.

“What?”

“Relate.”

“I can’t help it. It’s not that I enjoy everything, but I am willing to see the beauty of it, the genius.”

His fingers unwrap from around my arms, and I melt into him, aware that my life is in his hands as much as my own.

Alignment

“I want this for you, and you want this for you. That is alignment with me.”
-Loki

To Be Mine

“Treat yourself like you have the ability to be mine.” -Loki

Be Petty

Tied with soft leather strips to the headboard. A cute little pink vibrator between my legs, clamped shut around it, softening its jolting just enough that I can’t be satiated.

Loki acts nonchalant, like he’s not in the middle of torturing and teasing my pleasure. I squirm and wiggle, twisting this way and that. His attention, his eyes watching intently, suddenly catches me off guard, and I give up the struggle.

“You didn’t think I would let you so soon, did you?” he says with the slightest smirk, deep lustiness in his voice.

“No,” I whimper in confession.

“Not until you are mine,” he says gently.

“Please,” I plead.

He strokes the hair from my eyes, leaning over to kiss me, warmth flooding my senses.

I can’t seem to get the vibration on my sweet spot, and my frustration comes out in grunts and groans. I’m aware of the part of my brain in love with the process, with my vulnerability, with my desire, with my want of him, and with my submission so beautifully unfolding.

He grins, pulling on a black latex glove, and proceeds to fill me with his middle finger.

“Fuck you, Sweetheart,” he says adoringly.

I love the double entendre. It makes me further his that he engages my mind. His come-hither motion pulls me into him, soul first.

“My soul is so slutty!” I squeal shamelessly.

He chuckles, wearing a wide grin, then clears his throat.

“I’m your God. Your husband. Your Dominant, if you’ll have me.”

Surprise tears break me open.

“Yes!” I yelp.

He kisses me as I fall apart to let him in.

“Good. You’ll break up with him.”

I agree. I already knew it was needed.

“How?”

“Exactly how he left you. Do you hear me? Give nothing more to him. Not an explanation, not your time, nothing. Be petty.”

Loki helps me up from my restraints, both past and leather, darling strips that forever now will remind me of his love.

Loki’s song choice: “Strip me” by Natasha Bedingfield

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